Never again!

worked yesterday, but im so close to collapse again, dnt know why really, but its something bout that place.! i cant work n i think im loosing weight again! im trying, but i cant anymore, just have 2 get really help this time, gonna go to our shrink in school n talk 2 her n see what she thinks! i really cant do this anymore, sure i do love the people there, but i cant work there anymore. i need to get a new job! and NOT in a hotel or restaurant!i honistly cant take it. i need to talk 2 bu 2nite n ask what he thinks bout me quitting.. but then i really need 2 find another work as soon as poss!

maaaaan i cant believe that i have you bu! your like 2 perfect for me! you are so much better then i am, n u know it! im just so happy to have u n that u actually care bout me! ur my everything without you there aint no me, n u know that aswell coz u are my soulmate, my other half n ill never EVER get bored of you babe! we can understand eachother coz we are so alike, thats so great man! i love you so fockin muck fbabe! n its just 17 days n then we goin out with our news officially!! 1 month after we did it ;) gna be so good not sneakin around n dnt tell.. lol
17 days seems to be a lifetime atm, but its not that long but still!!

Oh well! i love my babe n he has my heart, soul n life in his hands, he can break me so easy!! hopefully he wont!
I love him more then anything, this is the true love, this is the ultimate love! btw babe, congratz u passed my 3 month thingy ;) lol .. not many boys passes it so u should be proud. but i knew u would pass it the very first day i saw you going outside our school!!
Love love love love my babe!
im forever daniel's n no1 elses! 
I love him with all my heart, soul n life!